mourning
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Soldier On
The inevitable response to death always seems to lead to greed & thirst for power. I have been burdened with an insurmountable task with no access to resources. There is no opportunity to properly grieve, or take a breath, or process as I must just soldier on. Continue reading
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Haunted
“Māmā“ I called out into the darkness. My voice seemed too small and too weak to pierce through the thick air of mourning. “Māmā, Mā-mā” I called out again, eyes blurred with grief and heavy with sleep. A light shone from the kitchen cast filtered shadows against the wall that slowly succumbed to the darkness Continue reading
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